One day, right in the middle of the
afternoon, Bhagavan Ramana took his kamandalu, got up and told me,
‘Jagadisha, come with me to walk about on the mountain.’
“But it’s so hot,” I protested. “How can we
move about in such weather?” I argued like this because I wanted to escape from
the trip. Bhagavan found my excuse unsatisfactory. “You can move about in just
the same way that I move about,” he said.
“But my feet will burn!” I exclaimed. I
didn’t have any footwear with me and I didn’t relish the idea of walking about
over the burning rocks.
“Will my feet not burn as well?” replied
Bhagavan, obviously feeling that this was not a serious obstacle. Bhagavan
never wore any kind of footwear. He could walk on the toughest terrain in any
weather without feeling the least discomfort.
But yours is a different case,” I answered,
alluding to the fact that Bhagavan never needed footwear.
“Why? Am I not a man with two feet, just like
you?” asked Bhagavan. “Why are you unnecessarily scared? Come on! Get up!”
Having realised that it was useless to argue
any more, I got up and started walking with Bhagavan. The exposed stones had
become so hot because of the severe heat of the sun that walking on them made
my feet burn. For some time I bore the suffering, but when it became unbearable
I cried out, “Bhagavan, my feet are burning so much! I cannot walk one more
step. Even standing here is difficult. On all sides it is raining fire!”
Bhagavan was not impressed. “Why are you so
scared?” he asked.
“If I remain in this terrible heat for any
more time,” I replied, “my head will crack open because of the heat and I will
definitely die!” I was not joking. I really was afraid of dying.
I followed this instruction of Bhagavan and
started doing japa of this sun mantra because there was no other way to be
saved from the burning heat. In a short time I began to feel the effect of the
japa. The severity of the heat lessened and eventually I began to experience,
instead of the severe heat, a pleasing coolness. As the burning sensation
diminished I found that I was able to walk quickly alongside Bhagavan. By the
time we had both reached Skandashram I found that my feet were not at all burnt
as I had continued the mantra japa right up till the end of the walk.
Bhagavan smiled and said in a very quiet and deep voice, “Jagadisha, give up your fear and listen. You must have the bhavana (mental conviction and attitude) that you are the sun. Start doing japa of the mantra suryosmi (I am the sun) with the conviction that it is really true. You will soon see the effect of it. You yourself will become surya swarupa, that is, you will have the characteristics of the sun. Can the sun feel the heat of the sun?”
Later, I was astonished to discover that the
effect of chanting this mantra was permanent. Though I no longer chant it, I
have never again suffered from the heat of the sun. I can now walk in the
summer on the tar roads of a city like Bombay with bare feet.
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